hello everyone it's been a while

hello everyone it sure has been a while since I have been on my favorite site.. you guys are all very good friends to me, and I would like to share with you why I have not been on in such a long time. many of you know my wife Colleen was very sick here last year. well it seems that what we thought was going to heal up and move on is not going to happen. I have been married to this beautiful women for 31 years, and we have been together for 33 years, and I sure do love her with all my heart and soul!!!!! but she was still getting sick, and the doctors finally found out the problem... she has something called.. Sarcoidosis-Pulmony Fibrosis and it's very "aggressive" in her lungs right now.. the she is in stage two, and the doctors have given her less than two years to live, so I have been trying to spend all the time that I can with her, as she is my world, my everything, without her I don't know what I am going to do, as a love like this only comes around once in a lifetime.. I am just torn to pieces!!!!! as it breaks my heart so bad, and my three grown children are taking this as hard as me, but I thought that you should all know why I have not been on in so long, as you all are such very "good friends" to me. Will, Todd, Citizen Quasar, and so many more of you. may I ask you all to please pray for my wife, and as soon as I can adjust I will be back on my favorite website. "god bless" you all. your friend Ben...

I'm sorry to hear that Ben. I wish you and yours the best possible outcome given the circumstances. I know it's hard to not be overwhelmed but try to take "one day at a time" as they say and we'll be thinking of you.